Desires

Right now, I just want to burst into tears and throw a fit.  No worries, I'm just a wimp and a baby right now.  Emotion overload. So, to distract myself, I'll just write.  I have not blogged in FOREVER, so this is a small miracle. Basically, as tonight was a toughie, my mind was wondering and thinking of all the things I'd like that would allow me to escape for just a moment.  They're selfish, cheesy, and wacky things - so no judging (I just did it for you).  Plus, this is my blog, so if you don't like it, don't read it. Also, this is a night when I do not care about grammar and all that jazz.  This is not an English class.  That said (ugh, I just gave the "don't criticize or mock me speech," since when am I the blogger who does that?), here are my of the moment desires.


1.  I want to fly away to an exotic beach where the sun shines and the birds sing. As my dad always says, "You know you're on vacation when palm trees are in sight."  I want to lay in the sand with the sun on my face.  I want to feel the heat of the sand almost burn my feet as I run to the shoreline to cool off.  Then, I want to walk along that shoreline as my feet sink in with every step, while I collect the small, smooth shells.  I want to be carefree with the salty wind running through my hair.  I'd be OK with dancing around in the waves with my iPod in my hand (with a waterproof cover), too.

2.  I want to be embraced... by a guy... and I want to know that he's not about to let go.  Who this guy is, I don't know... and I almost don't care at this moment (although, it'd be a plus if he could be my prince charming of whom I'd spend the rest of my life with).  I just want to be held, feel safe, and know that somebody's there - even just for a moment.  

3.  I want to lie in a bed made of clouds with soft fluffy blankets to overcome me.  While you're at it, fetch me a sparkling rainbow to drape over me.  Might as well bring a couple of care bears with you.

4.  A cup of hot chocolate with a touch of vanilla would be nice.

5.  Skydiving or something.  Give me something exhilarating.  Blow my mind.

6.  Find me a field of long, tall, and soft grass to graze my skin as I take a long, beautiful nap full of happy dreams.  I want to hear the musical whisper of the wind.  P.S. No spiders allowed.

7.  Take me to a waterfall. Then, just let me sit and think.  That's all.

8.  Take me hiking.  Give me adventures.  White water kayaking or rafting would be great, too.

9.  I want a happily ever after.

in a castle.... with someone who looks like....

  Zac Efron.  

Or a young Leonardo would be nice.  

Well, that's as far as my desires go on this silent, lonely night! Since all I can do is dream about most of these things, I might as well do it in my sleep.  

Good night, sleep tight.

love,

me

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